Pregnant and alone?

I am 7 months pregnant and still with the dad but he live 40 mins away from me I been sick allot and put on bed rest not once has he shown up hell we was liven together at the begin of the year and spend his free time with his best friend and his girl and I was alone all the time and at 3and 1/2 months he kick me out and the more I try to be ok with him doing that and so much more in the past (lies stds and cheating )the more he is not there the more I hate him but I still haven’t let him go what to do I mean I about to have his kid